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Thursday, November 20, 2008
Things changes
Things changes, its not like the same before. I'm mentally depressed, i don't know how long can i hang onto. I feel extremely tire, i don't wish to continue like that. I have been having difficulties managing my mood and temper due to managing a high level of stress at work. It terrible when you have no one to turn to.
Even the person who i trust the most broke it, he broke the trust i have in him, yesterday! I was continuely crying, never had such headbreaking feeling for a long time already.
This week is not a good week for me, i lost in my own world. I don't know what to do, who to turn to and who should i trust. I'm extremely tire and hungry now, no food no energy to drive. I really dunno how to go home, i feel so weak and giddy i dun even think i have the strength to push the accelerator.
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7:35 PM
Saturday, November 08, 2008
Clubbing ...
I had lots of fun yesterday. At first we went to Butter factory with Ken and his girlfriend, it was boring. The song and atmosphere was average, nothing special. The thing that pisses me off is the room temperature, i was sweating all the way. It's unbearable, i told honey that there's nothing nice about here, so boring and so hot. In the end, we left the place we head down to Zouk. As usual, there were lots of people phuture was full. I met alot of friend, i saw Anna, Debbie, Mary cherry, Bak, Dennis and bla bla bla... James intro his clubbing buddies to me. Majority of them speak cantonese. Arggg.... At times, i do feel sad becos i don't understand what are they talking about, communication breakdown. I trying to learn to understand, really trying to. I feel so bored so i brought Ken's girlfriend, Ah Yen to the main dance floor we dance awhile. It was kinda fun, but was thinking if huiying is around that would be the best... Anyway, its time to buck up and start to do my work now.
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4:23 PM
Friday, November 07, 2008
Pillar of Strength
Yesterday James brought me to his friend's KTV session, he always wanted to intro me to his best buddies, Ken, a friend he knew since 7 years old. Hmm... Although it kinda bored due to the first meet up abit shy but i do enjoyed myself. Honey try to talk to me, accompany me, he even sing for me. I know he cant sing but i still love it. heehee... Oh ya... I nearly forgotten, it was our first time we took a train together. It was fun and loving. Today busy struggling with work. Oh gosh, i don't know how long can i hold on longer. Work is never ending, i try to finish and rush things out as much as i can. I just mentioned to honey that i'm struggling with work and working real hard to survive. He did advised me and gave me alot of support. I felt better and have the motivation to continue to finish up my work. James is the only one i can turn to, he's my pillar of strength...I feel so excited and happy cos today honey bringing me to see the flyer. Its one of the best thing in earth, to see the flyer with the one you love the most... Gonna take lot and lot of picture ... heehee... Yesterday, both of us was debating on this love quote of mine: "I believe in true love but not everlasting love". Honey disagree with what i said, he said he do believe there's everlasting love. Occasionally, we do see some ah gong & ah ma holding hand in hand in streets, he added. In conclusion, both of us have a different definition of everlasting love. I define it as once a person who have done something unfaithful, there wouldn't be everlasting love. Ever heard of a term "Once broken considered sold", there's no way to turn it back time. So, if i ever encounter my partner who is unfaithful to me, out he go, no explanation no return no regret. James define it differently, he commented that its common there's obstancles during a relationship but if the couple work hand in hand overcome those difficulties love will never changes. After thinking of what James had say, i think its time to change the love quote of mine. James said he will prove to me the meaning of everlasting love... Looking forward to it... heehee...
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12:22 PM
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
I'm not alone anymore...
Its a begining of Chloe's new life, i'm not alone anymore. Its been 1 month, i didn't expect it turn out so smoothly & fast. Due to our busy working schedule, we treasure every spare time we have together. I thought Uncle James is a bo chap guy, very ego and "da nan ren" but it's not true. Uncle is a nice, sweet, loving guy who dote me alot. Yesterday was a unforgettable experience both Uncle and me have encounter. We are near to ending but we manage to get back together. After yesterday incident, i learn to be more confident in Uncle. Mostly importantly, i trust uncle. ..
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10:40 AM
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Flower flower...
Why do we girls need to suffer such painful process every once a month? Oh gosh, i am having my period, i cannot ta han. The blood flows like water tap, it just can't stop. I've changing tampon every one hour. Having unbearable cramps and wobbly legs. It just pisses me off, causes me to be a bit gauche.
But thing change in the evening, someone special brighten up my day. My attendant walk over to me with a bouquet of flower. I opened the card and realised it was uncle tin tin, my love. I was so happy, it just brighten up my day. Never feel so good for a long time. I was shocked and surprise, never expect uncle tin tin is so romantic.. he he...
I just wanna say i'm the luckiest woman in the whole wide world... Love ya, uncle tin tin...
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8:22 PM
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Oktoberfest ...
Recently i becoming lazier, don't have the mood to do anything including writing my blog. I tried to push myself up to write some activities which happen over the week end.
Last week, i had a wonderful time in Laguna. There was a club event, Oktoberfest held in our club. I was busy ushering the guest, entertain them and do some photography. Its was kinda fun, enjoyed myself. I had alot of beer and whisky, i force myself to throw out all the liquid in order to keep me awake for my next activities.
After oktoberfest, i went for a movie. Hehe... I fall asleep, feel so embarassed. No choice, that's Chloe.
God answered my prayer, i am not alone anymore.
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1:47 PM
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
HAppy Birthday Sabby
Today is Sabby's birthday, went Ma Maison to celebrate with her. Although it was just a short dinner, but all of us are enjoying ourself.
Today i don't feel like writing a long story, feel so tire and moody. Still having sore eye. Yesterday i went to see a doctor and got a mc due to my sore eye but still go to work cos my boss is not around. Yesterday i cried because i got to wear glasses for one week, ugly for one week.
I feel so confused and extremely moody.
Hmmm... i think its because i miss that someone...
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11:24 PM
